y'all I think I'm gonna revamp the blog but idk what theme....STAY TUNEDDDUHH

random update

 

AY WASUP IT FEELS LIKE ITS BEEN A BAJILLION YEARS SINCE IVE UPDATED THIS BLOG CUZ IVE BEEN ON VACATION 🥳 but on a more serious & personal note, i lowkey don’t have any support from ppl so im just out here hanging by myself also im actually rlly hungry for in n out…im also writing this as we are driving 4 hours to Palm Springs so I’m like ugh rn. ill update hopefully later !!

 OMG lowkey I am pissed the farting tootie off rn cuz ppl don't understand due dates. like how difficult is it to research, write ONEEE PARAGRAPHHH, ask for an editor by urself, then lmk when its done???????? like oh my god. anyway HII how is everyone aka no one ayyyy!!!! I went to anirevo this weekend and safe to say I'm satisfied with my haul of like $300+.... like everytime I walked into a new section I was like in heaven searching for everything I fw. like if heaven to christians is Jesus and a white room on a cloud, my heaven is like Jesus being tsukishima kei and a room full of supaa cool cosplayers and artists. I also think I'm getting sick cuz my throat hurts so bad bro I'm not even kidding I lost my voice idk how I didn't even yell for the 3 days I went. but like there was this one artist who had a sign saying that she had lost her voice (saw her on the last day) and I was like how does that happen??? NOW I KNOWW. I sound like a little boy going thru puberty istfg. I also am rewatching s3 of haikyu cuz why not, also am tryna watch the last half of nana cuz that girl pisses me OFF. stop talking abt boys..omi tsukishima and ushiwaka on the same court 😋 uhh I'm gona go watch now as I try and find a place for my printssssss byeeeeeeeyaaa

archeology or social work or law hmmmm how bout all

 helloooo sistas or to the invisible people reading these :)) lately, I've been in a huge spiral in which life I want to live and sometimes u realize that u got free will and can do anything u want with ur life. ok so very quick backstory, I have always been into history, arts, archives, etc ( I KNOW BALL CUZ I HAD THAT BIG ASS EGYPTOLOGY BOOK DONT FW ME OK ), and then on the other hand, I have been yk thinking about how I'm going to live out my life and shit. like when do I want kids? will college fix everything? yada yada yada..because I think in my short sixteen year life, the only thing I've wanted to do was to care about people and make them feel seen and heard the way I wanted when I was growing up with friend groups and such. In all these ways, history/archeology and social work and medical law show these same recurring traits of wanting to stand up or be there for someone in order for their story to be told! I honestly just really want to work in the health area of jobs especially in social work because they do not get enough credit. like I swear every time I see them in the hospitals, they are just RUNNING to their desk then to a patient, so forth. I love sw with all my heart and isee a path in my life that will go that way where I would be getting a masters of sw! My love and absolute heart goes on and on for archeology. it has been such a big part of my life to the point where I was thinking of doing school in Scotland. like I was ready to drop everything and leave honestly, I even asked my parents if I was allowed to even consider finishing high school in Scotland. everything about it entices me to learn and study more about who these people were. I long to be that historian in docs where they talk abt a historical figure as if they were best buds. Though people say it makes no money, I get it its not everyone's cupa...but once again...its my life !!! if you hate the arts or literally say "I like the arts but ik they don't make money I don't trust ppl in those fields" u can leave cuz what! wdym u don't like talking about dead people or making debates on the smallest things or being an editor at a super cool writing firm. like what!!!!!!! ugh it pisses me off cuz who are u to say that? Medical law is something that I discovered when going thru the first phases of wanting to go into sw, which makes sense for me since I do like health and then to top it all off, LAWWW :) my sweet baby law oh how I loveu. I have always wanted to be a lawyer in some way, I felt it in my bones that one thing I want to do before idie is go to law school 100%. 

I think either way, whichever path I pick, I will still have my hobbies and interests. my love for anything will not fall behind as long as it suits who I am in that stage of life. I just want to help people :)

my personal experience with nolan's the odyssey!! (some spoilers...?)

 okay I'm ready to be attacked at this point for my opinion even tho i rlly don't care what anyone says cuz this is my blog AYYYY! so I got to watch it before opening day which i was super excited about because ur girl loves Homer and just that genre of myths basically. My first impressions were like very scattered just because I was hearing spider man and then like princess of genovia and I was like where the fuck am I. anywho, if you have not seen it---IT IS A LOUD ASS MOVIE. Which I did not mind cuz I enjoy louder movies that make u wanna cover ur ears idk why and don't ask!! but yeah, I enjoyed that concept of how they used the 20ft puppet for poly (my king) and also how they showed the different stages of how the men escaped. The eating scenes in the cave were super great as well along with as Odysseus + his men were fleeing the island as poly ran after them, stopping around shoulders before turning back. and ok ok I'm jumping but CIRCE. OH MYYYY GODDD was that good like oh my fucking god. I loved the two versions of the men and Odysseus himself kinda figuring out what was happening, so as the men were turning into pigs, he shot the dear which turned out to be a human! Also show out to the amazing crew on that film like the way that the pig scene had no CGI, nothing. literally nothing, and it was like she was sculpting them. Sometimes, I really love to think of Circe, not as a full blown "witch" or someone who possesses powers that the gods fear, but more of an artist trying to prove her point. I mean, as she said "go back into your disguises", I was already in love with that scene. It shows how she rlly isn't a woman who sees the wrongs in men and what they have done, but she takes time to reveal it and it turns out in such a beautiful way how after all of the work she put into it, it 100% pays off. 

ok honestly this turned out as a very lazy post...but I said what I said ;o

GOODBYEEEE

 

hello my precious sistaaassss I just got back from getting my nails done after a month of them being NAKED and I am now just realizing how difficult it is to type with square shape...anywho I just wanted to post something---i will most likely blog a bit more todayyy bye byeesss

new phone who dis ? ⋆˚꩜｡

 hi there!! if ur reading this u r most likely one of my friends or a stranger passing by --- i welcome both :)) honestly, i've been wanting to start a blog for a while but it has been very busy and just ugh lately. also i used to journal 24/7 by hand and it is just not the same as it was when i was like fourteen. so now i'm tryna get back into it but online!! i think it's super cool how this is my own little area to rant 😛😛 i'm kinda hoping that no one will religiously read these cuz all i wanna do is talk abt random ass shit so if you are seeing this and you know me, no u don't!!! ANYWHO! i have no idea what to talk abt hmm...oh yeah i'm going to an expo later this week, trust i will spend a lot of money on keychains, prints, and pins for no reason. i also rlly rlly want to post some of my pinterest stuff on here so y'all can get the FULL scope of my obsessions ( idk how ). welllll I'm gonna try and make sense of blogger so I can make my home page supaa cute!! byeee